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Sorry everybody for the long hiatus. Exams which seemed to go on forever ended day before yesterday. They went horrible, especially the ENT clinicals, where I actually examined the right ear of the patient instead of the left, and took me ages to focus the light. I guess, now I'm hoping for a miracle, though it might be hoping against hope.

This is the last post I'm making on this blogger page. From today I'm moving to http://pakonlineworld.bravejournal.com . Kindly everybody change your bookmarks.

DOTS

Love dots....if it were upto me..I'd use these little beauties everywhere......!!!!!!

THE ONE ORDINARY.......

Sometimes when I look back on my life, I'm suprised at where I am. I realize that despite being unbelieveably ordinary in everything I can think of I've been blessed by Allah in living an extraordinary life......and I guess that is what makes me special.....the ONE ORDINARY in the GALAXY of STARS....the one who claps happily at the success of the gladiators..the warriors....the heavy-weights.....the one who thinks life will be worthwhile if he can just motivate a few people to realize their true potential.

" BACHPAN "

Mujhko yaqeen hai sach kahti thi jo bhi Ammi kahti thi

Jab mere bachpan k din thay chaand mein pariyaan rahti thi



Ek yeh din jab apnoon ne bhi humse naatha thod liya

Ek wo din jab ped ki shaakhein bhoj humara sahti thi



Ek yeh din jab sari sadkein sooni sooni lagti hain

Ek wo din jab aao khelein saari galiyaan kahti thi



Ek yeh din jab jaagi raatein deewaaroon ko thakti hain

Ek wo din jab shaamoon ki bhi palkein bojhal rahti thi



Ek yeh din jab laakhoon gham aur khaal para hai aansuu ka

Ek wo din jab ek zara si baat pe nadiyaan bahti thi

(Source:-Unkown)

EID MUBARAK

Eid Mubarak and Happy New Year to everybody :) Hope next year brings us joy and pleasant suprises, InshaAllah. And I pray that there is peace in the world. No more killings, bombings, wars and hangings. Let us live and die as good Muslims and human beings. Ameen.

~Heisenberg's principle of Uncertainty~

Today I got an SMS around 3 pm regarding the most bizarre demise of our Forensic Medicine Teacher. He taught us last year when we were third year medical students. Perhaps the death wasn't as bizarre as the fact that he committed suicide. Maybe even that wasn't as bizarre as the fact that he was Dr.Tariq ,one of the most loveable teachers you could get to know. I thought of it as some utterly insane rumour, until I got it confirmed from a few other sources, and the final nail in the coffin was when I read the news on the front-page of local newspapers.

How could someone so benign commit suicide? Apparently, he had some dispute with the property dealer of his area over some land. He went into the property dealer's office and waited over two hours to meet the man in private. He then walked in, and killed the property dealer and shot another guy sitting there, before using the gun on himself.

The newspaper stated that Dr.Tariq was severely depressed and was also undergoing treatment at the local Psychiatric Department.

It is utterly sad to see someone who was so vocal about the inadequacy of the autopsy methods in Pakistan, being subjected to the same protocol in DHQ. I am still in shock over the incident. I pray that Allah forgives him and gives him place in Heaven. Though, suicide in Islam is perhaps one of the worst and most punishable offense. And I remember him in class telling us how low suicide was. How could someone change from such a gentle human being to a murderer? Perhaps, this is one of the few uncertainties of life. I pray that we all live and die as good Muslims. I hope we don't ever have to go through the agony of suicide.

As for Dr.Tariq, I pray for your soul to rest in peace. You were one of the few inspirations in my life as a medical student. I just wish that things would have happened differently. May Allah Bless You and forgive your shortcomings.Ameen. We still love you.

~DeJaVu~

Like every year, it has come again, ready to torment us. The 4th year Proffessional Exam starts in a little over 24 hours. Need loads of prayers!!! As they say in med school, expect the unexpected. Let's see what shit UHS has in store for us!!!!! The fight begins....hoping I don't get knocked out.

~Old Days~

I miss blogging like I did a while ago, when I could actually access my dashboard and get comments that is :( . Ever since I converted to the beta blogger, I can't get comments from people in Pakistan and can't access the dashboard even through a proxybuster. So, I would strongly discourage people in Pakistan to switch to beta-blogger.

Ramblings

So bored.....nothing to do....noone online......the same freaking problem..whenever I feel like talking, noones there...and whenever I'm ultra-preoccupied, there are a zillion people online.

Sorry, I can't access my blog through blogger beta, apparently because of the blanket ban on it by the Supreme Court of Pakistan. So I'm blogging indirectly through Google Spreadsheet. That is why I can't put a title to my posts. Therefore apologies in advance.

*tagged by rooj!

i am thinking about:

how cold my feet are!!!

i said:

what does it matter?

i want to:

feel eternal peace.

i wish:

i could the courage and wisdom to inspire

i miss:

The Nile......Egypt.

i hear:

constant voices in my head.

i wonder:

how insignificant and helpless we human beings are.....

i regret:

not being able to tell everyone that means the world to me, how much I appreciate their presence

i am:

in search of character

i dance:

never

i sing:

prefer listening :)

i cry:

in my heart all the time

i am not always:

online :P

i write:

to get across my ideas.....have always been bad at talking

i confuse:

enemies for friends

i need:

to turn on the damn heater before I freeze to death.

i should try:

to think less

i finish:

things that I develop passions for

I tag people who're still visiting this blog :)